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[01 Feb 2006|07:26pm] |
My life has changed so much already this year.
-me and Sean broke up
-I've been doing bad things that no one shall know about.
-I went to school [on time] for a month straight
Seems like nothing but on the real it's a lot.
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[30 Jan 2006|04:08pm] |
-77 on English midterm.
---56 on Bio midterm. So ready to drop the damn class.
+++++93 on Spanish midterm
+++++++87 on Math midterm
-3rd new Spanish teacher of the year and she seems mean.
---New study hall
++Sports Management.
+someone's name here.
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[28 Jan 2006|01:01am] |
Dear human race,
Wanting to be aneroxic looking is really played out. If you can see what's below your stomatch you are not fucking fat. Shut up already.
With love(seriously),
Vickee
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[22 Jan 2006|02:27pm] |
definetly just really embarressed myself/ruined my life haha
maybe my internet connection should stop working forever
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[21 Jan 2006|12:43pm] |
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I had soooooooo much fun last night! I love everyonnnee.
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[15 Jan 2006|09:58pm] |
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I love when people try to make me look shitty hahaha.
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| I changed this around since I've written it and it got shorter. |
[08 Jan 2006|08:00pm] |
MY VIEWS ON PRO-LIFE OPINIONS
Well to start this off, today, in Global History my teacher was speaking about governments and how they can make you do things that may be the total opposite of your personal beliefs. We brought up abortion and one girl said she thought it was wrong because she believed that everyone should be born. I didn't mind because she wasn't pushing her beliefs on anyone, she was just speaking her mind. Another girl said "but still, no baby should ever be killed". That's where I came in.. all I said was that scientifically it wasn't a "baby" before the first three months. She got really mad about it but I just zoned her out because I really didn't want to fight with some loud, ignorant, immature girl who "never loses in a debate".
This really really made me mad, as does every pro-life human who really knows nothing more than what the bible says, what the constitution says and how "you're a slut who had sex so you can have the baby". First off, the fact that there are women out there today, fighting for abortion to be illegal really gets to me. Why wouldn't you want rights to your own body? Why would you want some fucked up government taking away another woman's right? When these people are out there protesting against everything I stand for I really wonder: Have they ever experienced pregnancy? Have they assosicated with someone who wasn't able to raise the baby in their stomach? Or someone who didn't want to live their life knowing they weren't good enough to raise the baby that came out of their body so they had to give it to someone better to take their "job"? Do they know that most children that are adopted get shit for it from their peers?
The fact that there are men out there who are making a bigger impact on this topic than women also really bothers me. It seems like men get to make more choices for me than I can. Why is that? Because before feminism men thought owned the female body as if we are just some peice of worthless land? I'm sorry, wake up, this is a modern world. Feminists exist and will sure as hell fight till the day they die to have their rights. I have more to say about this but I'll just save it for another topic.
Another thing that really boggles my mind is when people say(like I've stated a million times before) "You made the choice to have the sex, you should be able to live with the consequences". EXACTLY PEOPLE! I made the choice to have sex and I'm making the choice to have an abortion. You have no say in what I should and can't do with my body or life! I don't run around telling people that an abortion is the easiest way out. I sure as hell don't tell people they HAVE to agree with what I think about this topic. I just wish you would stop protesting against one of the most important rights (I believe) I have.
This is my body, my life, my choice. If you want to be pro-life, GO AHEAD. I just don't want to hear what I believe is completely wrong.
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[08 Jan 2006|01:57pm] |
This weekend definetly wasn't bad.
Friday I went to school, babysat then watched my sisters kickline game. After I walked to CVS and looked at my pictures then went back later to buy them because I didn't have money the first time. I had some money left over so I bought the mascara that I wanted..it came with an eyelash brush :). Then I just sat around for a while until Trish IMed me telling me she had nothing to do. She came and picked me up and we drove to HESS and hung out with her friend Mike(?). Haha he was pretty funny. We then went to Taco Bell and Vito, Frank?, Joani, Melissa, Ashley and maybe another person came. We were gonna go to Melissa's after but we didn't want to just walk in her house or anything & neither of us had her number. So she just drove me home and I was tired as hell so I went to sleep.
Saturday I woke up, took a shower and called Joanna. She had just woke up so she wouldn't have been able to come to the mall with me. My mom said she would take me at 1:30 and then decided all she wanted to do was sit on the couch and read. I flipped out then spent like two hours listening to music and crying about Sean. It's so much easier to get into fights with my family when I have someone who will hug me and cuddle with me after. Whatever, eventually I stoped crying and called my Grandma to see if she'd take me to the mall when she got home from work. She had already been home so I just went to Sunrise. I shopped for like 3 hours. It felt so good to be independent. I really want a job now so I can do that more often. There were a lot of cute clothes I wanted. I bought some stuff for my house, a heffalump!, pants from the Gap(oh boy I want more), A shirt from Express(I wanted these cute caprise thingys but I only had 60 bucks left at the time and that's what they costed w/o tax), I was gonna buy a pair of normal jeans from Wet Seal but the assholes working there were making fun of people so I just walked out, I bought this thermal shirt thing from Epic and a Pepsi<- obviously the most important thing I bought. It was so cool. I was walking through Walmart with a wagon picking out what I wanted. IDK, I just loved it and want to be independent a lot more. When I got home my mom decided she wanted to go out to eat. We tried 3 places and didn't feel like waiting at any of them so we just went to a diner and ate shitty food. Cantos and Janine came to pick me up from there and this was probably the best night I could've had. Cantos went to get gas then we decided to drive past VP south? There was a show so I had the brilliant idea to make flyers for the worst and funniest show ever. It was at Freespace(which doesn't even exist anymore), donations went to clothes for mosh, and if you didn't get there early, it would sell out. hahhahah the bands playing were: Hollywood Undead, Panic! At the Disco, Rule of Thumb, Those Left for Dead, and Cro-Mags. ahahahahah We went to hand them out and decided against it because they were some scary kids. We just drove past and threw them out the window, then drove past again to see if they were still on the floor and they weren't hahaha. I think after that we just went back to my house and had the best conversations ever, no joke(we were actually having these convo's everytime we were in the car too). I love them and I want to hang out with them for the rest of my life. <33333
I woke up today after sleeping for 12 hours, feeling like I need to learn so much more about feminism..for some reason. I'm gonna go to Borders next weekend and buy cookbooks and every feminist book that catches my intrests. Eh.
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[06 Jan 2006|09:19pm] |
Woops, I opened the scanner while this one was scanning.
This was just a test role but it came out fucking awesome. Now I will bring this with me everywhere. And I might re-buy my old old Kodack camera because they sell in in CVS for like $75 bucks.
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[06 Jan 2006|05:24pm] |
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I was walking to my house one day and looked at the telephone pole only to see a flyer for a missing cat. It dissapeared the day before Christmas, which is sad, and I've seen it on my block recently. I called the guy and told him and he said he would drive by. He did at like 8:00 at night, which was stupid because why would you be able to see a black cat at that time? But anyways, I saw it sitting on my lawn today and I called him and he came over to look for it, but right before he came it ran away and I didn't see where to. I was telling him that and he was looking around and my dad came out of the apartment all macho man. "I told you, if you wanna find it come when the garbage is out, this is my house and I don't like strangers walking around my property like that". I told him to shut up, "if you had a cat for 7 years, you'd wanna find it too. AND this isn't your house, so shut up". He turned around ready to hit me and I slammed MY FRONT DOOR in his face. Not his front door, mine.
He was definetly drunk and hungover and ready to fight me and the old man. Seriously, fuck my dad. Fuck what I said in the last entry. He doesn't wanna change his ways, I'll just watch him die. Sick of his drunk self being a fucking asshole to everyone on Earth for no reason. Like seriously, the guy said it was the only thing he had besides his son and was telling me stories and I was ready to cry. My dad has no fucking heart. Ugh.
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[02 Jan 2006|08:42pm] |
The Terriorist Attacks
They hijacked our planes and knocked down the famous towers. That's called terrorism, but don't worry, us bombing the shit out of their country, putting our lives on the line(same way the "real terrorists" did) isn't terrorism at all. It's fighting for something that no one even understands. Our president should really try taking in our opinions instead of acting like he is the only one with a voice. It's suposed to be a free country, "we" are the government, but nothing we say matters. Love how that works. Most of this country really needs a wake up call.
Anti-feminism
Okay seriously, who gave anyone the right to think that women are worthless outside of the bed and kitchen? Do they realize that today women are smarter than ever? Most of us don't just go off and get married. If men stopped apprichating women, we would all turn into gays, nothing wrong with that.. but human population would decrease incredibly. Scientifically, we are equal. Without the other one, there is really nothing to create(unless I haven't stuided enough). Do we, feminists, realize that putting people down for these kinds of things will not help anything? You can't hate, you can't fight, you have to talk it out. You have to help people open their minds to new things. That's the only way feminism is going to become so powerful. Do what you can to get women to become more apprichated and we can work harder from there. And what is with everyone hating girls? I feel like most people are brought up to believe that guys will always hurt you so you just have it programed in you not to hate them for doing the same things girls do. Boys talk shit about you, just like girls do. Boys judge you, just like girls do. Boys dress certain ways for attention, just like girls do. Everything girls do, I'm sure boys do, besides get their period and have babies (and things like that).I don't know. I just want people to take feminism more seriously and stop hating only girls. Open your eyes k?
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[02 Jan 2006|06:39pm] |
He wants to be Spongebob when he grows up.
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[02 Jan 2006|12:12pm] |
I just got back from the airport a little while ago. Couldn't fall asleep at all last night. I felt like I was never gonna be able to talk to him again and I kept thinking of things I wanted to tell him. It's horrible being torn apart from the only person who ever gave you their shoulder to cry on because of money issues. We ate bagels at the airport and I threw up in my mouth twice. He called me right when he got to the gate and I think that's when he changed his mind about moving. I wish we were old enough to live our own lives :(.
SEE YOU IN FEB<3 I LOVE YOU!!!!
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[29 Dec 2005|02:44pm] |
PEOPLE ARE SO MATURE! hahahahah I love the internet. and how the person who did that probably thinks they're really cool and pissing me off. Truth is, people like this fuel my engine. hahaahahhhaha
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[26 Dec 2005|12:17am] |
So yeah, I went to school all week(like I said) and babysat like everyday. Saturday night me and Sean went to the city with Sue, Kevin, Charise & Alex. Saw the tree, ate Fridays, saw some robot man AND WE SAW SOMONE GET ARRESTED!!!
Today I woke up, opened presents, went to the hosptial to visit Sean's nana. Then went to Sean's Grandma's, then his dads, then came home. He ordered his plane ticket :(.
( this is what I got for Christmas )
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[18 Dec 2005|08:16pm] |
SUCH A GOOD WEEKEND.
Sean's here till New Years day!
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[16 Dec 2005|12:52am] |
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The other day I wrote a 2.5 page essay on abortion and pro-lifers opinions. I think that's what I'm gonna do for now, write how I really feel about things on paper. It doesn't seem like I can type out my thoughts anymore.
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